Why do you focus on everyone else’s pleasure rather than your own? Even on your birthday

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I get this question from time to time and to be honest I have never been concerned with my own well being, my own needs.  I truly believe the measure of a good man to be taking care of his own, those he cares about at all costs.  I found for myself to feel love, passion, desire, even simple kindnesses that I lack in my real life, I had to create it here online for others.  I had to evolve into this persona, this chameleon of sorts so that I could express who I really am inside all of these (mine and yours) fantasy.  By revealing myself in a variety of ways to my friends and followers in stories/roleplay/general conversation I found what you all needed for your own escape.  I realized the more joy, passion, love, laughter, hunger, and pleasures I made for others gave me self satisfaction and happiness.

So the more I make you smile, the more I let you breathe, the deeper the pleasures I provide to you………….I feel them all with you.  My birthday is just one day and like any other day I get up, go to work, provide for my family, and care about all of you.  So its just a day, another one that I can hopefully make someone feel something wonderful here with me.  I’m actually totally selfish see……I want you on every day not just one day to have all the things I hold inside and crave.  You deserve it and if you let me, well then its returned to me tenfold!

Thanks for letting me be a moment in your busy, stressful, frantic lives!