Got a call from my step daughter about visiting for Father’s weekend at her college. She was very close with her real father but we had always had a special bond. When her mother passed I wondered if she would bother to come home and visit, yet she always made time for me. The house was so cold now, the last few years all I do is work and well………..nothing. My highlights are when I hear from her, see her and to have her invite me for the weekend, I have to admit it was a proud moment for me.
I packed a backpack full of clothes, my old military sleeping bag, and a few bottles of whiskey. I stopped to get a large supply of groceries, things she would need there and even some alcohol for her and her friends. I told her I would get a room at the hotel a few miles out and call her but she insisted I stay in the sorority house. I told her that had to be against the rules but she swore they had several guest rooms set aside for these things and even a men’s bathroom and shower. I drove to campus and after a few hours pulled into the house lot.
She was waiting for me with hands waiving. She hugged me tight arms around my neck and I swung her around as her friends laughed at us. “Hi baby!’ a little kiss on the cheek she gave widened my grin. The girls grabbed the food and booze as I grabbed my gear. They showed me to the room and I unpacked. I was not there 10 minutes before being pulled out of the house to hit the bars. Bar hopping, drinks flying, and young flirty girls teasing the old man. Was a great night and I footed the tab everywhere we went so I became more popular than the muscle bound bartenders that were filling the glasses. All night they showed me the nightlife of the campus until one of her friends lost her legs.
What a sight with me walking down the street with a girl limp in my arms passed out and several others yelling and laughing and hanging on each other as we got back to the house. Several odd looks and when her friend sat up in my arms kissed me on the lips then barfed over my shoulder down my back my daughter squealed. I told her not to worry about it, ‘first kiss I had had in 3 years and even longer than I have had so much fun.’ I got the sick one upstairs and we tucked her in bed. Then I wished them all a good night and went to my room. Grabbing a pair of sleeping pants and my shower stuff I headed to the men’s bathroom to shower.
I stripped off my shirt and threw it in the trash. I turned on the shower and let the steam fill the room. undressing I climbed in and let the hot water cascade down my body with a bit of a buzz laughter rolled from my lips as I started to lather my hair. As I was cleaning the (wild night) off my neck and shoulder, the sick one was laying in bed holding her head and hoping the spinning would stop. She realized what she had done and felt so guilty. She climbed out of bed feeling the next wave rising she rushed into the bathroom and released the flood gates while praying for forgiveness. I could hear her and turned off the water, I knew she had no idea she was in the men’s bathroom, nor did she care right now. As I stepped out she turned red faced as she saw me. I quickly grabbed her hair in my fist to hold it out of her face as she lunged again. She had it in her hair and down her top. I take her to the sink and help clean her up. "You will be ok, I know you don’t feel that way right now but you will. We have all been there.” I helped her up and got her a glass of water. "You need some sleep.“ She just nodded embarrassed by it all and headed quickly out.
I brushed my teeth and headed to bed. It really was a killer night, reminded me of my days in school. Made me miss it to be honest, the wild freedom of it. I drifted off to sleep. I never heard her come in but in a dazed sleep a soft touch had slipped into my pants as I felt kisses along my chest. It was a dream as I opened my eyes to find her looking at me, lips pressed to my stomach and her hand stroking me inside my sleeping pants. I realized this was no dream as I watched her start to tug off my bottoms wearing only her bra and panties. "You took such good care of me tonight I think I owe you something in return.” I started to protest but nothing came out of my mouth. She lifted my semi hard cock to her lips and started to suck. I had forgotten what it felt like and all I could do was lay back and watch her taste me. I was rock in minutes as she gasped a little. She sat up and unclasp her bra then leaned down and rubbed them up and down my now wet cock. What was happening. She moved over my body till it pulsed heavy against her “grab my hair like you did in the bathroom.”
I slid my fingers in and wrapped her hair in my fist as she moved back down and swallowed my cock. I groaned lightly as my hips lifted up into the slow deep bob of her mouth. I started to pull her off as I was about to cum but she grabbed my arm and buried me in her throat. I erupted so hard I could not even breath for a moment. I let go of her hair as she licked me clean, then pulled my pants back up and climbed up to me. She kissed me “Thanks for being so caring, my dad would of just laughed at me tonight.” She grabbed her bra and slid out of my room with a wink. Holy fuck that felt good. I slept deeply and when my daughter came to wake me up for breakfast I had missed my alarm.
When we got down to the hall they were all there eating and laughing about last night. I got a hug and another kiss from the little sick one and I could see my daughter was a bit put off by it. "Sorry daddy she gets crazy sometimes.“ I just hugged her "It’s ok, I don’t mind them being wild and playful, reminds me of my days here.” We ate and had a full day of activities set up by the sorority. They took the dad’s to the football game, had a pie eating contest for charity (I came in 2nd), followed by a formal dinner. When I got to her room to pick her up she was standing there with the girls in a long flowing dress. "So beautiful wow baby, girls you all look beautiful.“ They all looked amazing but she was stunning. I heard one of them say I was a hottie under their breath and I acted as I had not heard it just smiled a bit wider.
A few of the other dads were with us for this part. The dinner was all prim and proper. I had a hard time keeping my eyes off of her as she had become a woman here at school. The way she held herself with others, she really seemed like she knew who she was inside. I was beaming as the word "step” never came into an introduction or conversation. The dinner ended and everyone rushed back to the house to get ready for another night out. Watching them all hurry across the yard with high heels on, laughing and pulling all the old men around was comical. I went back to my room and changed, shortly after it was another night of parties, drinking jello shots and odd fruity drinks mixed in large jugs. Not my taste but I played along as it was a great night. I noticed many of the dad’s again where not here, I was glad I was not one of those tired old men yet. I actually felt more alive than I had in years, maybe it was the blowjob at bedtime. I laughed to myself as I caught the eye of the girl and she bit her lip at me. I started to worry as she got drunk again if her whispers to friends was a confession of last night and with some of the wide eyes I got later in the evening I knew it was right to worry. God what would my daughter think if she knew what happened.
As the bars closed down I found many of them needed a strong arm to help them get back including my own girl. She was very clingy tonight and I didn’t notice till we got back and everyone went their own way. "Good night baby, I am going to hop in the shower and get some sleep, see you at breakfast.“ she turned to go in her room but turned back to me "Um daddy can I talk to you for a min.” I looked at her and she obviously had something on her mind.
“Sure honey of course, you ok?” I took her hand and we walked into her room as she closed the door. "I don’t know how to say this…“ there was something really spinning in her head. "Well we have never kept anything from each other and you know you can tell me anything.”
“She told everyone she…….you know.” I sat down on the bed. "I am so sorry baby, I know you’re mad, I was half asleep and she snuck in, it felt so…..well it has been so long…ugh damn I’m sorry. You want me to leave, I didn’t mean to screw things up.“ She sat down beside me ‘Do you think she is pretty? Prettier than I am?” The question caught me off guard. "Well you have lots of pretty friends but you are incredibly beautiful baby, why?“ She set her hand on my thigh. "God I just want you to think I am pretty…” was this the booze talking? “……I have always been a bit jealous of what mom had with you before she…”
“Whoa, hey I loved your mom, just like I love you. You are everything to me, I am sorry I screwed up what you think of me by what happened.” I felt like a real dick. "You didn’t. My friends think you are the greatest even more now since they heard about your…..size.“ My jaw dropped "I know you have not dated since mom, I just wish I had been the one to make you feel good.” I didn’t catch what she meant “Baby you always make me feel good, you inviting me here was one of the happiest moments I have had in forever….” she shook her head “No I wish, I wish I was the one who snuck in to your room” and with that she leaned over and kissed me. It was not the father daughter kisses we had shared over the years. "Baby you don’t mean that….you are just buzzing and….“ I saw her eyes well up.
"Daddy I have wanted to be attractive to you, like you are to me. I hear my friends always saying how sexy you are, how they wish you were there dad, and well things….and I guess….” she rested her head on my shoulder. Was it wrong to be aroused by the idea of it? "You are incredibly sexy but. Look I would do anything to make you as happy as you make me, but I think its just the alcohol and excitement talking.“ I lay her back as she looked up at me and I pulled up the covers. "Good night baby get some sleep.” I kiss her forehead and head to my room. I pulled out what I needed to shower and what I was wearing home in the morning before packing the rest of my bag. I went down and climbed in the shower. I closed my eyes and let the water run down my body wishing the erection I had right now was not real. I was attracted, but it was wrong and as I washed my body I had images of her running in my mind. I started to stroke my cock when she stepped into the bathroom. She undressed and stepped in behind me “Daddy don’t turn me away, its not the alcohol I promise you I know what I am confessing.” I felt her arms hug around me from behind and her hand lay over mine and start to stroke. I could feel her pebbled nipples pressed to my back. I did love her, I did want her too and as forbidden as it was I stood there as she stroked my cock in the shower.
I groaned at her loving touch and kisses on my back before turning to face her. "My god you have no idea how much I love and want you" she kissed my chest and ran her hand up and down my cock faster. Then kneeling with the water rushing over our bodies she took me in her mouth. Her eyes holding mine as I caressed her face. We shouldn’t but we did. She prepared my body then stood and turned to the wall. She bent and opened her petals to me as she pulled me into her. When my thick crown pushed into her she whimpered and pushed back into me. We flowed with each other as she looked back with passion in her eyes. I kissed her and rocked my hips slow. Our bodies were on fire as I made love to her. My hands cupping her firm breasts, moans escaping as I gently twisted her nipples. When I felt her cum her head slumped down as she moved harder and faster into each thrust I gave. She came again “I needed you daddy.” whispered on her lips as she pulled her body off of me and turned. She fell to her knees again and jerked my throbbing cum soaked cock into her soft lips. She licked and sucked and drained me as I held onto her shoulders.
She stood up and wrapped me in a warm embrace and we silently held each other in the shower. "I want to sleep with you tonight with you leaving tomorrow, ok" She lifted up on her tiptoes and kissed me again as I nodded. We headed to my room and she locked the door. She slipped into bed and as I lay down she curled up on my chest and fell asleep. I lay there for an hour rubbing her back and knowing that our special bond just became more than I could ever dream of.
Exploring Desires 