Tag: forbidden

iwanttobeafirefly:

✶Firefly✶

When you did not come home on time from your date I went looking.  That boy had a reputation and I would be damn if he put his hands on my little girl.  I was so hot my skin burned when I searched around town.  Talking to friends of yours here and there led me to the point.  Why I didn’t think of that first as that was where you were conceived.  Now a mix of anger and fear that he was already taking your virginity from you.  If you still were a virgin?  I had to believe that in my mind.

I saw his car and the fogged up windows so I turned off my headlights and pulled up in an open spot.   Still a busy place for your generation as I quickly got out of my car.  Approaching the drivers side I could see you kissing and my heart raced.  My mind telling me to control myself, to understand the urges at their age………fuck understanding!  I yanked open the door and before he knew it I drug his tough ass out into the dirt.  At first he was pissed and about to start something when he looked up at me.  He swallowed hard and I lean in the car.  “My car now!”  You complained but you were dressed!  Victory Dad!

While you scrambled over into my car he picked himself up hanging on apologies.  “I gave you trust with the only thing I care about, I get the attraction, she is beautiful beyond believe, go home!  Just go home before something else happens tonight that we both regret.”  He shook his head and got in.  What I didn’t notice was you listening to me scold him.  Realizing that I loved you more than anything, I said you were beautiful, and I protected your special moment.  You undressed as I stood there watching him and several other cars rush off clearly aware there was a dad there.  I ran my fingers through my hair and tried to figure out how I would make up for the embarrassment I just placed on you.

I got in and turned to say I was sorry but……….you were undressed with your feet up on the dash.  Only a pair of stockings that must of been under your jeans and your legs were open.  “What are you doing?” was all I could get out of my mouth when you looked at me.  “Daddy how long?  How long have you loved me?” I smiled, an odd question.  “Um baby all my life since before you were breathing, you were all I wanted.”

Your fingers moved down between your legs.  “no daddy, how long since you wanted me?” I choked on trying to answer that as you pulled your fingers from your pussy and put them in your mouth with your eyes on me.  “Its not right for a man to……..want his daughter.” you giggled at me.  “It’s ok daddy I only dated him cause I knew you would get jealous and come for me, so I was right, and now I’m here with you.”  I sat there as you moved into as straddle on my lap.  You unbuckled my pants and slipped your hand inside.  It was clear, my attraction and need for you, but it was forbidden.  Then you kissed me.  I felt the same hungers in you as you started to stroke my silken rod.   “I love you too daddy, now do to me tonight what you did to mommy all those years ago.”

Your girlfriend tended to dress just as sexy as you did, teasing the boys at school I presumed.  I was pleased that you would both rather spend your time hanging out at our home every chance you could get.  I either had better food in the cupboards or you just felt more comfortable here.  The only problem I had as you grew up together was my inability to get the forbidden thoughts out of my mind.  It was your fault, you both were so beautiful and playful around me.   I did my best to be focused on some task when you would bounce through the house together.   My eyes wander, I can’t help it.  Tight little bodies, firm tits, and delicious butts.   I spend my nights stroking to the thoughts of you both being more than friends.  I dream of you both calling our for me.  Sick, perverted old man.  

I could of sworn you caught me a few times looking, I know damn well your friend had.  Oh how you both must giggle about it.  I see the look in her eyes, she is the naughty one, she probably teases you about your dirty old man and you just gag and change the subject.  Well today at work I see a normal text saying she is coming for dinner and with it friday she will probably stay over watching movies.  I agree but warn you I will be late but tell you there is money on the counter for pizza.  The afternoon and early night slip away and as I finally get home the house is dark.  Hmmmm why are you not in the living room watching movies.  I lock up and set down my keys walking upstairs to get a shower and crash.   Your room light is on under the door and music is playing so I guess you are already past movie time and are in bed together.  That little ache stirs in me as I adjust my stiffening cock and step into my room finding you both laying on my bed.  “welcome home daddy” you say as you are both smiling with me a bit red handed.  I act like I am brushing off my slacks as I ask what you are doing in my room.  “My bed is just to small and we hoped we could sleep in here.” I smile and tell you its fine, trying to ignore the fact you are in just underwear for bed.  “Sure thing baby I will just crash on the couch.” 

I start to rummage in my dresser as I heard you both “Thank you daddy.” Now I can tell you that may of been one of the sexiest things I have heard in awhile and now there was no doubt I was aroused.  I just turned with a smile to see you running your hand over her butt.  Why would you do that in front of me?  Then your friend adds “Well her bed is just to small for you to join us tonight” with a wicked little grin she slips off her bra.  Her nipples tight as I turn and watch.  They you slip off yours “Yes daddy please, you are so loving and we know you think about us, we hear you sometimes at night when she is over.”  You tug on her panties to expose her little bottom.  “Its ok if you want to be inside her first, she really wants to feel it in her and so do I.  Welcome home daddy.”

My wife and I finally decided to separate after years of just existing in our home together.  We decided to live together till the house was sold to make it financially comfortable for both of us.  Look we didn’t hate each other we just married to young and our tastes, who we really were had not been discovered.

She was all about laying on a beach, reading, watching reality tv to find humor in other peoples sad lives.  Smart and beautiful but just so easy to lay around instead of be active.  Myself I loved playing sports, going out to clubs, and oddly enough I found writing to be a little hobby of mine.  So we just knew, sometimes love is not enough.  

When she got the call yesterday that you were coming to visit, she explained to you what was going on.  Her best friend from as long as you both could remember.  You normally visited us a few times a year as you were very close, I didn’t mind you tended to get her off her butt and out with me.  So when she asked if it was ok “considering our circumstances” to come visit still I of course said yes.  “Get out have some fun, I am in the guest room so she can crash with you.  Besides the realtor won’t start showing the house for a few weeks.”

You arrived the next night and after an extended hug and kiss to my cheek you whispered sorry.  I just nodded and smiled, left you two to your adventures.   Just as I expected after dinner you both put on a sexy little dress and were out the door.  It hurt a bit but I needed to move on.  I decided to watch the ball game then went into the office to write.  I found I had a touch for erotica, probably due to my own lack of passion and sex.  An escape I guess.  I put a steamy little story and I will admit the female character may of resembled you a bit.   I found it late and went into my old bedroom to gather a few days of clothes to move so I was not bothering you two.   I went down to the kitchen to make a late night snack since I barely slept anymore and figured I would watch a movie or something.

I heard you both come in and laughing, it had been so long since we had joy in the house.  I just sunk down to relax on the couch as I heard you both stumbling upstairs.  A few doors open and close, a shower turn on and off.  You had decided to get fresh after being all sweaty at the clubs.   Taking a silk bathrobe you dry your hair and as you stepped out in the hall you noticed a light on in the study.  When you stepped in you noticed the computer on, a story and after reading it you found yourself aching.   You even let your fingers touch as you read an erotic tale.  You knew you should not of been in there so as you snuck back out to head to the master bedroom you almost ran into me.  
I was heading to bed myself and as we startled each other I noticed your robe open.  My god you were one beautiful woman, its funny when you are married how you see beauty but don’t look at it.  Well I looked.  Jesus had it been a long time…..”sorry I didn’t mean to startle you” we stood there as you covered up a bit embarrassed by being caught in the study.  We just looked at each other for a moment.  “I didn’t know you wrote…..” with a little smirk and now I was embarrassed.  “Just something to………well……….you know.” 

“It was really steamy, the girl seemed familiar to me, someone I know?” the alcohol letting you flirt a bit as your core was throbbing as you stood in front of the man that just fucked you in writing.  There was no point in lying to you, it was obvious you read it all.  “Yea I guess a bit, I tend to you real experiences or people to inspire what I write.” She touched my chest “Inspire you?  So do you, have you thought of me that way before?” I could see your hips swaying a bit side to side as you stepped closer to me.  Yet I was not smart enough to step back and walk away from this I walked right into it.  “Well you’re stunning, of course I have.” 

You took ahold of my shirt and pulled me into the office shutting the door.  “Show me!” as I watch your robe pool at your feet and your hands fumbling at my belt.  I should of been able to control myself but honestly I had not fucked in so long I needed you.  So I took your mouth in mine and kissed down along your neckline, across your chest as you pulled and tossed my clothes from my body.  Your fingers wrapping around my thickness as you tugged me hard.   You knelt down and swallowed me so deep I thought I would burst from it.  My hands gripping your hair as you looked up at me.  I rocked my hips as your throat welcomed my length and your tongue lashed the pre cum from the tip.

I had to be inside you so I pulled you up and turned you to the desk.  You grabbed on to it as I pushed my cock deep in your wet flesh.   Powerful strokes as your ass slapped against my stomach and your juices dripped down my shaft and balls.  You started to moan and I grabbed your mouth to muffle it.  You thrash against my body as I punished your pussy.  I felt your cum burst and pour out of you as you snapped your hips up and down.   I pulled out as you quickly turned wrapping your arms around me I lifted you up.  Just like the story, I impaled you with my steel moving you to the wall and leaning you against it.  Again you shivered and spilled down my silken meat as my mouth feasted on your tits.  I could feel your pussy tighten as my teeth bit down and tugged each nipple.  

Your body curled around me as I powered each lunge up into you.  I had to cum and you could feel it.  Your hot breath moving to my neck and ear nibbling as you begged to feel my lust for you fill you.   I buried my rod into your soaked core and thick cream exploded in you.  Your hands and legs tightened as your pussy spasm’d on my cock.  Hot, sweaty, and dripping I set you down.  You cupped your hand over your pussy as you picked up your robe.  “Did I hurt you?” but you just smiled.  “No but maybe just maybe I can give you that son you always wanted” and out the door for another shower you went.  I leaned back on the wall with you still glazing my hard cock knowing your overnight visits would not stop just because your best friend would not be here with me.

Knowing I had been working hard multiple jobs to put your through school you felt guilty when I came home and went straight to bed.  I would pass out for a few hours before getting up and heading back out for another day of it.  It had been just the two of us for a years after your mom passed and you did your best to do the chores, cook, and ensure your grades were worth my efforts.

When I got home late afternoon you gave me a hug and kiss, then rushed to the kitchen to prepare dinner.  We talked about our days and other simple things.  You hesitated but  finally asked me about dating again “I have all the love I need right here baby” I would smirk as I shoveled in my dinner.  You cleared the plates as I headed for a shower and my bed.   I was so proud of the woman you grew up to be.

When I stepped out wrapped in my towel you were sitting naked on my bed.  “Baby what are you doing?” You stood up and took my hand pulled me to the bed.  “Lay down daddy please, trust me ok.” my god you looked so beautiful.  You pulled off my towel “You do everything for me, I know you are alone, and I know I can help you relax before bed.”  I got up on the bed as you ask “baby I will be honest, I am not going to be relaxed looking at that sexy body of yours, we shouldn’t be doing this.”

You shushed me and looked at how just seeing your body had aroused me stiff.  You understood as you could feel the cool dampness between your thighs.  you ran your hands along my thighs and around my hips, over my chest as I lay there looking at you.  Then you took ahold of me. I watched you climb on the bed and stroke me slow.  Fuck I had not been touched in years and I could see the excitement in your eyes as you touched me.  I groaned deeply as you felt the heavy heartbeat of my cock in your hands and soon you had me spilling all over my chest and stomach.   You leaned down and kiss the tip.  “Daddy I will do this anytime you need to relax if you want.” As you pulled the sheets up and covered me.   “I know you miss her, I do too, but I am the woman of the house now and its my job to take care of you too. In every way.” 

Then you slipped under the sheets with me to lay down.  You curled up and rest your head on my shoulder as I held you in my arms.  I felt the wetness as you moved your leg over mine and rested your pussy to my thigh.   “When its time to get up, I want you to be inside me Daddy.” then you closed your eyes and fell asleep.  I felt your love and desires in your light breathing against me.  I drifted off with you knowing that tomorrow we would share a new love together.

Daddy why does she always get your cock first.  I watch you pouting as I pump my thickness into your sister.  She just moans as I caress your cheek, feed you my finger.  “Baby you know why your sister gets my cock first.” You suck slowly and tease your nipples knowing how I love your breasts.  “Cause she is older daddy?”

“No baby, show daddy you listen.”  I start to slam my cock as you rest your head on her lower back.  “Cause her pussy is tighter?” I growl and you and pull my finger out slapping your ass.  “No baby its because she has more A’s in school, and you are a dreamer.  Don’t worry Daddy always has enough cum for you.  Now lick her pretty ass and help her cum again.”

Got a call from my step daughter about visiting for Father’s weekend at her college. She was very close with her real father but we had always had a special bond. When her mother passed I wondered if she would bother to come home and visit, yet she always made time for me. The house was so cold now, the last few years all I do is work and well………..nothing. My highlights are when I hear from her, see her and to have her invite me for the weekend, I have to admit it was a proud moment for me.

I packed a backpack full of clothes, my old military sleeping bag, and a few bottles of whiskey. I stopped to get a large supply of groceries, things she would need there and even some alcohol for her and her friends. I told her I would get a room at the hotel a few miles out and call her but she insisted I stay in the sorority house. I told her that had to be against the rules but she swore they had several guest rooms set aside for these things and even a men’s bathroom and shower. I drove to campus and after a few hours pulled into the house lot.

She was waiting for me with hands waiving. She hugged me tight arms around my neck and I swung her around as her friends laughed at us. “Hi baby!’ a little kiss on the cheek she gave widened my grin. The girls grabbed the food and booze as I grabbed my gear. They showed me to the room and I unpacked. I was not there 10 minutes before being pulled out of the house to hit the bars. Bar hopping, drinks flying, and young flirty girls teasing the old man. Was a great night and I footed the tab everywhere we went so I became more popular than the muscle bound bartenders that were filling the glasses. All night they showed me the nightlife of the campus until one of her friends lost her legs.

What a sight with me walking down the street with a girl limp in my arms passed out and several others yelling and laughing and hanging on each other as we got back to the house. Several odd looks and when her friend sat up in my arms kissed me on the lips then barfed over my shoulder down my back my daughter squealed. I told her not to worry about it, ‘first kiss I had had in 3 years and even longer than I have had so much fun.’  I got the sick one upstairs and we tucked her in bed. Then I wished them all a good night and went to my room. Grabbing a pair of sleeping pants and my shower stuff I headed to the men’s bathroom to shower.

I stripped off my shirt and threw it in the trash. I turned on the shower and let the steam fill the room. undressing I climbed in and let the hot water cascade down my body with a bit of a buzz laughter rolled from my lips as I started to lather my hair.  As I was cleaning the (wild night) off my neck and shoulder, the sick one was laying in bed holding her head and hoping the spinning would stop.  She realized what she had done and felt so guilty.  She climbed out of bed feeling the next wave rising she rushed into the bathroom and released the flood gates while praying for forgiveness.  I could hear her and turned off the water, I knew she had no idea she was in the men’s bathroom, nor did she care right now.  As I stepped out she turned red faced as she saw me.  I quickly grabbed her hair in my fist to hold it out of her face as she lunged again.  She had it in her hair and down her top.  I take her to the sink and help clean her up.  "You will be ok, I know you don’t feel that way right now but you will.  We have all been there.” I helped her up and got her a glass of water.  "You need some sleep.“  She just nodded embarrassed by it all and headed quickly out.

I brushed my teeth and headed to bed.  It really was a killer night, reminded me of my days in school.  Made me miss it to be honest, the wild freedom of it.   I drifted off to sleep.  I never heard her come in but in a dazed sleep a soft touch had slipped into my pants as I felt kisses along my chest.  It was a dream as I opened my eyes to find her looking at me, lips pressed to my stomach and her hand stroking me inside my sleeping pants.  I realized this was no dream as I watched her start to tug off my bottoms wearing only her bra and panties.  "You took such good care of me tonight I think I owe you something in return.”  I started to protest but nothing came out of my mouth.    She lifted my semi hard cock to her lips and started to suck.   I had forgotten what it felt like and all I could do was lay back and watch her taste me.  I was rock in minutes as she gasped a little.  She sat up and unclasp her bra then leaned down and rubbed them up and down my now wet cock.   What was happening.  She moved over my body till it pulsed heavy against her “grab my hair like you did in the bathroom.”

I slid my fingers in and wrapped her hair in my fist as she moved back down and swallowed my cock.  I groaned lightly as my hips lifted up into the slow deep bob of her mouth.   I started to pull her off as I was about to cum but she grabbed my arm and buried me in her throat.  I erupted so hard I could not even breath for a moment.   I let go of her hair as she licked me clean, then pulled my pants back up and climbed up to me.  She kissed me “Thanks for being so caring, my dad would of just laughed at me tonight.”  She grabbed her bra and slid out of my room with a wink.  Holy fuck that felt good.  I slept deeply and when my daughter came to wake me up for breakfast I had missed my alarm.

When we got down to the hall they were all there eating and laughing about last night.  I got a hug and another kiss from the little sick one and I could see my daughter was a bit put off by it.  "Sorry daddy she gets crazy sometimes.“  I just hugged her "It’s ok, I don’t mind them being wild and playful, reminds me of my days here.” We ate and had a full day of activities set up by the sorority.  They took the dad’s to the football game, had a pie eating contest for charity (I came in 2nd), followed by a formal dinner.  When I got to her room to pick her up she was standing there with the girls in a long flowing dress.  "So beautiful wow baby, girls you all look beautiful.“ They all looked amazing but she was stunning.  I heard one of them say I was a hottie under their breath and I acted as I had not heard it just smiled a bit wider.

A few of the other dads were with us for this part.  The dinner was all prim and proper.   I had a hard time keeping my eyes off of her as she had become a woman here at school.  The way she held herself with others, she really seemed like she knew who she was inside.  I was beaming as the word "step” never came into an introduction or conversation.  The dinner ended and everyone rushed back to the house to get ready for another night out.  Watching them all hurry across the yard with high heels on, laughing and pulling all the old men around was comical.  I went back to my room and changed, shortly after it was another night of parties, drinking jello shots and odd fruity drinks mixed in large jugs.  Not my taste but I played along as it was a great night.   I noticed many of the dad’s again where not here, I was glad I was not one of those tired old men yet.  I actually felt more alive than I had in years, maybe it was the blowjob at bedtime.  I laughed to myself as I caught the eye of the girl and she bit her lip at me.  I started to worry as she got drunk again if her whispers to friends was a confession of last night and with some of the wide eyes I got later in the evening I knew it was right to worry.  God what would my daughter think if she knew what happened.  

As the bars closed down I found many of them needed a strong arm to help them get back including my own girl.   She was very clingy tonight and I didn’t notice till we got back and everyone went their own way.  "Good night baby, I am going to hop in the shower and get some sleep, see you at breakfast.“ she turned to go in her room but turned back to me "Um daddy can I talk to you for a min.” I looked at her and she obviously had something on her mind.
“Sure honey of course, you ok?” I took her hand and we walked into her room as she closed the door.  "I don’t know how to say this…“ there was something really spinning in her head.  "Well we have never kept anything from each other and you know you can tell me anything.”

“She told everyone she…….you know.” I sat down on the bed.  "I am so sorry baby, I know you’re mad, I was half asleep and she snuck in, it felt so…..well it has been so long…ugh damn I’m sorry.  You want me to leave, I didn’t mean to screw things up.“  She sat down beside me ‘Do you think she is pretty?  Prettier than I am?” The question caught me off guard.  "Well you have lots of pretty friends but you are incredibly beautiful baby, why?“ She set her hand on my thigh.  "God I just want you to think I am pretty…” was this the booze talking?   “……I have always been a bit jealous of what mom had with you before she…”

“Whoa, hey I loved your mom, just like I love you.  You are everything to me, I am sorry I screwed up what you think of me by what happened.” I felt like a real dick.  "You didn’t.  My friends think you are the greatest even more now since they heard about your…..size.“  My jaw dropped  "I know you have not dated since mom, I just wish I had been the one to make you feel good.”  I didn’t catch what she meant “Baby you always make me feel good, you inviting me here was one of the happiest moments I have had in forever….” she shook her head “No I wish, I wish I was the one who snuck in to your room” and with that she leaned over and kissed me.  It was not the father daughter kisses we had shared over the years.  "Baby you don’t mean that….you are just buzzing and….“ I saw her eyes well up.  

"Daddy I have wanted to be attractive to you, like you are to me.  I hear my friends always saying how sexy you are, how they wish you were there dad, and well things….and I guess….” she rested her head on my shoulder.   Was it wrong to be aroused by the idea of it?  "You are incredibly sexy but.  Look I would do anything to make you as happy as you make me, but I think its just the alcohol and excitement talking.“  I lay her back as she looked up at me and I pulled up the covers.  "Good night baby get some sleep.” I kiss her forehead and head to my room.  I pulled out what I needed to shower and what I was wearing home in the morning before packing the rest of my bag.  I went down and climbed in the shower.  I closed my eyes and let the water run down my body wishing the erection I had right now was not real.  I was attracted, but it was wrong and as I washed my body I had images of her running in my mind.  I started to stroke my cock when she stepped into the bathroom.  She undressed and stepped in behind me “Daddy don’t turn me away, its not the alcohol I promise you I know what I am confessing.” I felt her arms hug around me from behind and her hand lay over mine and start to stroke.  I could feel her pebbled nipples pressed to my back.  I did love her, I did want her too and as forbidden as it was I stood there as she stroked my cock in the shower.

I groaned at her loving touch and kisses on my back before turning to face her.  "My god you have no idea how much I love and want you" she kissed my chest and ran her hand up and down my cock faster.  Then kneeling with the water rushing over our bodies she took me in her mouth.  Her eyes holding mine as I caressed her face.  We shouldn’t but we did.  She prepared my body then stood and turned to the wall.  She bent and opened her petals to me as she pulled me into her.   When my thick crown pushed into her she whimpered and pushed back into me.  We flowed with each other as she looked back with passion in her eyes.  I kissed her and rocked my hips slow.  Our bodies were on fire as I made love to her.  My hands cupping her firm breasts, moans escaping as I gently twisted her nipples.   When I felt her cum her head slumped down as she moved harder and faster into each thrust I gave.   She came again “I needed you daddy.” whispered on her lips as she pulled her body off of me and turned.  She fell to her knees again and jerked my throbbing cum soaked cock into her soft lips.  She licked and sucked and drained me as I held onto her shoulders.  

She stood up and wrapped me in a warm embrace and we silently held each other in the shower.  "I want to sleep with you tonight with you leaving tomorrow, ok"  She lifted up on her tiptoes and kissed me again as I nodded.  We headed to my room and she locked the door.  She slipped into bed and as I lay down she curled up on my chest and fell asleep.  I lay there for an hour rubbing her back and knowing that our special bond just became more than I could ever dream of.

I could here you both arguing in the other room.  I couldn’t think straight so I tossed open the door. “What are you two arguing about!” Your red faces let me know it was something you didn’t want to admit.  “Both of you have 10 seconds to tell me what you are fighting over!” Lowered eyes and giggles. 

“Ummmm well we snuck in while you were showering last night to watch you and we were arguing over which one of us should get to suck your big cock daddy.” Your shy eyes resting on my crotch now as you are biting lips and giggling more.  I was shocked at first.

“Oh well, I think there is only one solution to your little spat…..” I walk over to the bed and remove my pants.   I lay back on the bed “……….come on girls you know its big enough to share.  Why don’t you show daddy what those pretty mouths do.”

Damn it felt so good feeling her guide my thick cock into her tight pussy. I eased in and pumped my cock yet her little fingers stayed wrapped around my shaft not wanting to let go of it. I let my eyes travel up her body as her teddy had been push up over her hips and her legs open wide. I held her under the knee and drove my cock in picking up speed. my eyes continued to rise up her body to find her breasts heaving with tight pebbled nipples. I leaned down in slow motion to suck them as my eyes moved up to her face……….it was YOU!

“Holy fuck no……!” I jolted from my dream covered in sweat and hard as steel. I swung my legs over the edge of the bed and rush into the bathroom to throw cold water in my face. Splash after splash trying to get the images out of my head that I just had. I looked in the mirror as this aged man with rough stubble and gray mixed into his once brown hair. “What the fuck was that Michael!” I looked at myself and realized I had just had a sex dream about my daughter. It actually had not been my first, it was a reoccurring dream. I had never gotten that deep into the dream to see it was your face. I looked at myself, the gray was even slightly in my chest hair. My flannel sleeping pants were tented with my raging hard on and I felt sick.

I calmed myself and found myself walking down to your room. Each step creaked a bit on the wooden floor boards. I peered into your room to see you sleeping. God where did time go, you were grown into a beautiful little………..woman. When your mom left me I worried I would lose you but the guy she was with was not looking for family, lucky for me I guess. I got to raise you, well I got to have you live with me as you grew up. I know I was not the best father but I was a fun dad. All I ever wanted was to make my princess happy and let you feel the love that I never really did except with you of course. You were everything to me.

Now you would sure enough run off to college and if you ever knew the sick thoughts I had been having recently you would never look back. This house will be so cold when you go, I still felt sick. I ran my fingers through my hair looking at you all curled up under the thick blankets. What was wrong with me, I know I never dated again but did I need sex so badly that my mind would picture it with you? *a deep sigh*

I pulled your door closed and went back to my room. I needed a cold shower or maybe I just needed to jerk off, I mean if I took care of the urge I would not think that way right. I turned on the shower and slipped out of my pants. I stepped in and lay my hands on the tile for awhile just letting the hot water to pour down my neck and back. I started washing my hair and then my body and with a full erection I began to stroke myself off slowly. I could not get the image of you laying naked under me out of my head.