Tag: care

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Lucky teddy…

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You obviously did not hear me come in as I stand quietly behind you watching you practice your flashing on your tiger stuffy.  That was the one you used to represent me when I was away, I always found him tucked in your arms.  When you turn around giggling with my dress shirt hanging open your face turns bright red.  “And what is my little kitten doing?” you just drop your eyes and bite your lip.  One of my weaknesses. 

Then you pop up with your wide eyes “I wanted to surprise you!” then you pounce in my arms.  Your bare chest rubbing up and down on my suit.  “well it was a wonderful surprise, you know how I love you wearing my shirts” I grip your cute little ass and lift you in my arms.

“Daddy…………why do you like being a daddy?” Such a deep question from a soft voice as I feel you kissing my neck and cheek.  I carry you all the way downstairs and to the living room.  I sit down in my recliner holding you before I answer.  “To be honest its about the innocence in our love, so open, playful, unconditional in every way.  The little kisses, the giggles, the soft touches, and the cuddling.  Your need for my protection, my care, my nurturing.”  

“Yet I find so very often you give me much more than I will every give you.  Because you gave me YOU.”  I kiss your nose and hug you tight.  “See although it’s considered forbidden/taboo its one of the purest forms of love there is and I get to share it with you babygirl.”

She called you so heartbroken with her boyfriend going off to serve his country.  She wanted to show him she was strong and obviously she supported him completely but she was scared and alone.  She called you to come over just so the house did not feel so quiet.  Some wine at dinner, more with a crummy movie as you watched her curled up in a blanket although it was almost 90 degrees outside.  As it gets later she snuggles into you and you do what any best friend would, you comfort her.  She cries and you let her press her face to your shoulder and tell her how strong and brave he is, how fast it would be till he was home.  She gave you that fake smile that you both understood.  You know its late but don’t want to leave her so you offer to stay.  

She thanks you and you both head to bed.  You use to have overnights as kids, even as you got older when you visited home from college.  Now again because she needed you.  You both lay in bed and you held her.   She looked up at you like she had something to say.  Then you saw it, that look that she had the night you were on spring break.  Was it the wine?  The loneliness?  You didn’t care because you love her.  She is yours and you roll over brushing the last remaining tear from her cheek as you give her a kiss.  Soft lips, gentle touches till she tightens her hold on you and rolls you to your back.  She pulls at your clothing as the kisses get hotter, her leg parts your and you know that tonight you would share love again.  Keeping her safe till her man came home to her again.

Have to admit some days the exhaustion just takes over.  So much to do, so many places to be….just want a day to lean back and close my eyes.  I sense you, lightly stepping in the room, turning the lights off, undressing.   I feel you slip off my tie, unbutton my shirt, and pull the belt from its loops.  I can’t seem to lift my body from my chair.  Then those soft lips, placing them all over my face and body filled with love.  Just one day to refuel, to catch my breath, to let the weight of the world off my shoulders.  Just one moment like this with you.