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I get this question from time to time and to be honest I have never been concerned with my own well being, my own needs. I truly believe the measure of a good man to be taking care of his own, those he cares about at all costs. I found for myself to feel love, passion, desire, even simple kindnesses that I lack in my real life, I had to create it here online for others. I had to evolve into this persona, this chameleon of sorts so that I could express who I really am inside all of these (mine and yours) fantasy. By revealing myself in a variety of ways to my friends and followers in stories/roleplay/general conversation I found what you all needed for your own escape. I realized the more joy, passion, love, laughter, hunger, and pleasures I made for others gave me self satisfaction and happiness.
So the more I make you smile, the more I let you breathe, the deeper the pleasures I provide to you………….I feel them all with you. My birthday is just one day and like any other day I get up, go to work, provide for my family, and care about all of you. So its just a day, another one that I can hopefully make someone feel something wonderful here with me. I’m actually totally selfish see……I want you on every day not just one day to have all the things I hold inside and crave. You deserve it and if you let me, well then its returned to me tenfold!
Thanks for letting me be a moment in your busy, stressful, frantic lives!
Exploring Desires 